hello


aku kat manipal ni.hehe.

selsema.


biase la tu.datang manipal je,mula lah nak cecema.takpon diarrhoea.aku rasa kalau present kes aku ni kat house,mesti dia berminat.


oh nak cerita.


sebelum aku pergi bus stand untuk ke manipal,aku pergi city center (mall) beli barang.


masa nak pegi kat eskalator,dari jauh aku nampak ada makcik sari oren tengah duk depan eskalator..takut2 nak pijak tangga eskalator.


i want to help.

but.. well you know i learned that some people hate when someone over-reacted to help people.and that is why some people dont help people.


actually when i think back, they're not over-reacted.they just wanna help.ok mun.dah pening.



so,aku jalan belakang makcik tu and slowly pijak tangga eskalator betul dekat dengan dia.aku tak pandang atau tanya 'nak saya tolong ke'.aku cuma perlahankan gerakan.Acting like 'i dont care' is one of few ways to help people.(so-called trick)


on my first step,tiba-tiba dia pegang tangan aku.'can you help me?'


senyum.


aku peluk makcik tu (well actually boleh panggil nenek kot) and we just together try pijak tangga yang bergerak.aku rasa eskalator tu terlalu cepat untuk orang berumur macam dia.we tried few times,and







we did.










sometimes,the things we wanna hear is 'can you help me?'

some people (ayat biasa nak mula entri) rather to keep some feeling daripada express the feeling sebab takut when feelings has been expressed,things will go differently. gila rojak bahasa aku skang.dah macam tempe dah ha.


sometimes this is good.



sometimes it is not.




well,after all...you got choices.to express or not to.whether it is good or not...life always go on.







**insyaAllah.everything will be good :) 

HOD pharmacology berjalan guna tongkat.senior kata,last year dia eksiden motor.sbb tu jadi camtu.


tadi,aku teman leechin jumpa hod sebab nak submit kertas untuk tengok mana2 yang salah.nanti kena salin balik dalam record book.

when i meet someone interesting,i do check and observe everything about them.masa hod betulkan salah leechin,aku dengar sambil mata meliar.aku baca emel atas meja dia (emel tu dalam keaadan terbalik.agak susah nak baca.tapi isi penting dia aku tau) aku check berapa kerusi dalam bilik dia,wondering why dia switch on 3 lampu.dia ada keychain KLCC,ada a row of medicine book dalam almari pintu kaca sebelah kiri belah atas.ada bantal atas kerusi.ada berapa fail,buku satoshkar atas meja dia.frame dan gambar apa yang tergantung dekat dinding.dan paling penting,baru-baru ni aku perasan dia asik batuk dan aku kira berapa kali dia batuk arini.


at the end of conversation between hod n leechin,aku interrupt


me : sir,are you feeling well?

hod : yea..i'm fine.why did you asking?

me : you got cough.thats why i'm asking :)

hod : i can bear this knee pain,how can i cant bear this cough :)

me : i just got worry..you got cough since yesterday. :)

hod : oh..this cough is nothing.but this knee and hip pain...oh..i got small atheritis in my joints.what should we do if got athritis? (pandang leechin)

leechin : (senyum sambil geleng)

hod : hip replacement. :)

me : why dont you try traditional method sir?



got beberapa soal jawab yang aku tak ingat clearly details.yang aku dapat conclude,dia tak percaya pada traditional medicine.


leechin : but how about some people got cured by miracle?

hod : ya..miracles happen only on certain people :)







me : i hope..miracle will happen to you.




situasi  dalam bilik hod tiba-tiba jadi lain.macam drama  tv pun ada huhu.tapi aku sayang hod.dia hebat.dia sayang students.dia protect students.i just love him.as a whole.














*i love him because i respect him.but i love you,because



 i do really love you,jayu.

1) bila sekali tak update.memang maleh nak update.takde dah nak rindu-rindu menulis

2) sekarang posting dekat ward pediatrics.by the way aku nak jadi ophthalmologist.why?because life is beautiful and people have to see that.

3) tadi pakcik auto jahat penipu minta harga mahal berganda-ganda.dah la tak pakai meter.aku diam je.aku bayar je bape dia nak.tapi aku tak cakap thank you.bila aku tak cakap 'thank you' means something is really really wrong.seriously.

4) dah abis exam,malas betul nak study.

5) sejak start exam,aku pergi kelas jalan kaki.sunnah tau jalan kaki.Nabi kita suka jalan kaki.

6) sejak aku jalan kaki,aku selalu jumpa anjing.good news,aku dah tak takut anjing.(sejak bertembung dengan  satu group anjing on the way gi kelas.anjing tu macam guard.jaga keselamatan setiap org yang lalu.i  am touched)

7) aku tak pandai berkongsi.aku rather beli something good and new to people daripada kongsi.but here,i learn that sharing is much more meaningful.and i am still learning how to say "you want to _____ with me?"

8) aku semakin gemok.

9) tadi,lepas minum sebotol air pulpy orange,aku baru tersedar yang aku puasa.ganti.

10) i love my friends.and i love you,sweetie :)

sebelum dan semasa exam,bukan main sibuk nak atur plan..nak pegi kolar,nak pegi mysore,nk pegi manipal.ok.manipal tu memang plan sentiasa dalam minda.

then,nak setel lagu kiss the rain,pastu siap buat list nak blaja main lagu apa.(i have keyboard.hehe)


lepas tu,nak renovate loker,nak baca buku2 yang aku beli sebelum2 ni.nak list dua blog kat side bar.



but then


bila exam dh abis.


aku jadi hamster.duk tido tido tido.pastu ntah apa jadi kat bilik aku dah tak tau dah.oh i hate this moment.rimas.tak selesa.rasa nak sepak semua barang.



life goes on.



next 5 months,exam third internal.and for the next 2 months after that...exam final pulak.


bila pikir pasal exam,masa cepat  je berlalu.tapi bila kita lalui hari-hari  tu..lama pulak masa ni berlalu.lagi2 bila pikir nak balik malaysia.arrghhh lagi 3 bulan nak balik malaysia.


arghh lama nya.lama nyaa!!




cuba fikir pasal kiamat pulak.pasal mati.



hah.





cepat ke lama masa berlalu?